Certitude

 I've been thinking about this a lot lately- ' What am I defined by?' 

And its been quite an ordeal to actually come to a fairly appropriate answer. Life has taught me to forgive, to forget, to give up in some situations, to accept. But when will I learn to retaliate? To know that it is not always possible to give up on things? It is not mere angst right now thats getting me all bottled up. Am just way too frustrated to know what to do. I can hardly believe that am asking myself such weird questions... Oh, maybe its the result of the indomitably idle mind which sticks to my skull making me feel as if I am trapped in a spider's web. My mind seems to get entangled in the first thread of the web and the void kills me slowly and painfully. Sigh, no one seems to be matured enough in this cruel world...to understand. 

 What about friendship complicating our lives? 

" Hey, we got to save our asses first. We will think about you if we ever get the time'' This is precisely the reason why helpless 'us' fails to garner support in everyday life. We end up thinking that our friend had genuine problems (and still has them up on their shoulders) because of which he/she wasn't able to help us..We hardly think of the reverse situation. Sad, but reality bytes. Well, in some cases certainly. 

I have been  told many a times to take myself seriously. But I still haven't found the answer to what happens when we take ourselves seriously but others fail to do so. Our friends constantly betray us. We are betrayed by present lovers....resulting in they becoming our ex-es. How often do we retaliate? There are bonds....and then there are more bonds. The randomness of life erupts from the moment we fail to get our attitude right. Man must know how to adapt...and then get adept at adapting. Some confessions are hard to make but when they are made...man must forget. And be happy. 'Cause we know we don't want to get one back from life. 

Till then, happy teething ...from a simple to a complex level...

Is it not  what our aim for sure is? :):):) Are we sure we know what we want from life? :)